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She asks if I know what the gesture means and flashes the middle finger. I admit I don’t. She laughs. We slip into a small grocery shop. By the register stands a jar of colorful gummy worms. She buys me one for a single hryvnia—a fortune to a five-year-old. It is long, and to my surprise, not sticky. I am deeply grateful and quietly amazed that she somehow knew I wanted it. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/6680331b3fb762407f9768c3/611c4336-4393-4844-ac00-047d7cd62b0d/Nurlana_Udovenko_-109.jpg Cerement In the living room cabinet, there’s a special shelf where all the interesting things live: magazines, the remote, board games. On Saturdays, Dad usually pulls out checkers, Battleship, or a deck of cards, and we play together. I wish Mom would play too, but it doesn’t interest her as much. One day, she flips the checkers board, lines the pieces into two neat columns, and says we’re going to learn backgammon. 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Mom worries whether they will sprout in time for Nowruz. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/6680331b3fb762407f9768c3/662d8717-5915-4bbf-a237-1c07916d6884/Nurlana_Udovenko_-104.jpg Cerement I fall asleep in the living room in front of the TV because the sofa in my room is broken and won’t unfold. The Christmas tree stands right before me; the main light is off, and only the fairy lights glow. I wait for my favorite mode—when all the lights shine at once. I want to see every one of them, all together. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/6680331b3fb762407f9768c3/119b2382-df90-46f8-820c-02987c0f17c5/Nurlana_Udovenko_-101.jpg Cerement I sit on the sofa in the living room. I am five. Summer. Heat. I deliberately break the nail on my big toe. A fly darts in and lands on the bloody spot. I’m sure I will die from this contact and I start sobbing. One of my relatives comes over, trying to understand what happened. I don’t want to admit that I broke my own nail. I say the fly did it. For the first time, someone explain to me that I will not die.